All the happiness that gained at the past, sonly will become history.

等到对已获取东西发生厌倦，情事变迁，又不免会引发无慨。

And certainly this latter awareness became the seedbed of various writerly longings.

当然，这种慨催生动笔写作种种欲望。

But I produced tears amounting to more than what I have done for the last 7 episodes, this is voluntary tears, out of sheer sympathism, indignation, commiseration and above all, identifiability.

今天又流泪，比前7集流泪还要多。这完全是发自内心泪水，因为慨，，情而流泪，当然最重要是，我在其中找到自我。